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About Me Member Fantasy Writer Ash Purea15/Female/New Zealand Recent Activity Deviant for 11 Months
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*sigh* It's my fault

Wed Sep 16, 2009, 11:21 AM
Ok after school when finished hanging with my BF Chaz, i see my cousin Yungling right. i had not hanged with her in a very and i mean a very long time because shes always doing something e.g. church. So i say to her hows everything? she just goes oh yeah its going good, school and that is boring. I got to my house and she casually asks me sooo you wanna hang out?, i just go yeah let me go get changed first eventually i just walked around in my school uniform as we begin to walk she says hey did you hear the news that Corey (who is my ex) is coming back?...and im totally in shock going WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!...no way that cant happen. ALso as we kept walking this is what she laid on me because im the oldest of the clan (a few mates and i created this clan because we have a shitty family that kind of hates us)
-"Rai (my cousin) was trying to wag and got caught for it..so she's grounded for who knows when"
-"Rai has had her first break up....and i mean first"
-"Yungling is failing in school"
-"Yungling has been smoking"

And because i wasnt there for all this shit....it is my fault because they look up to me and when i was told this last week thursday...i felt like killing myself and i was about to. See those people have been my best friends for 8 years now and i totally wasnt there for them. They dont know the knowledge that i know so i so feel as if its my fault and man i totally let them down.....

*sigh* i just hope they dont do this shit again

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  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Rock
  • Reading: Poems
  • Watching: Tsubasa
  • Playing: FFDOC
  • Eating: Mac and Cheese
  • Drinking: Coke

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Ash = Mental, Insane, Lovable, Huggable, Weird, Funny, Cutesy and Gets Bored Alot....Also Loves Chaz

I love to write stories, poems, lyrics. I Love Manga, Anime, Games, Cosplay, Friends, Music...

Here's something i typed while crying...

Petals falling freely with out a care, surrounding your beautiful living corpse as if you were a black feather descending from the heavens above. I fall to my knees, tears falling to the soil you lay on as it mixes with a sea of blood that the petals float on. I hold you in my embrace, my lips pressing oh so lightly against yours as your life slowly fades away. I hear your last words saying you love me as i look into your eyes once that were once full of happiness and joy now full of terror, pain and sadness. I kiss your warm lips for the last time, whispering i love you. Slowly the warmth disappears and now your dead corpse lies in my hands covered in your blood. Pain strikes my heart as if my enemy had stabbed me with their sword, protecting you from harm. I cry holding your dead body even though your gone, i pray that you would come back but i know your soul has fled to heaven or hell. I once wondered this nightmare alone, dead and afraid but when you entered my life i felt alive, happy and no longer afraid...However now you have left this forsaken Earth and each day that will pass by, i shall cry at your grave and die alone....I Love You Chaz and i can't bare to lose you...ever

I love alot of things and im awesome just like my cool friends hahahaha...byes byes

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: South Auckland
  • Interests: Manga, Anime, Weapons
  • Favourite movie: Horton hears a who..at the moment it is
  • Favourite band or musician: Nobuo Uematsu
  • Favourite genre of music: Mainly rock
  • Favourite artist: do not know
  • Favourite poet or writer: alot of people
  • Favourite photographer: myself
  • Favourite style of art: random looking awesome ones
  • MP3 player of choice: I-Pod
  • Skin of choice: i don't really care
  • Favourite game: cut down the damn internet trees (it is very hard)
  • Favourite cartoon character: that is like tooooo hard
  • Personal Quote: I am Sephiroth's Daughter!!!

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~PocoPaige Aug 23, 2009, 1:10:07 AM
Sup mofo. So you're finally here, eh?

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“Hold on. So in my mind, this jacked-up, sideways ridiculousness is the normal state?” - Kurosaki Ichigo
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~Vampira-no-hime Aug 23, 2009, 1:13:53 AM
have been for ages dude
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~PocoPaige Aug 23, 2009, 1:17:05 AM
Yeah, but....damn you know what I mean.

So you've finally returned. There that's better :D

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“Hold on. So in my mind, this jacked-up, sideways ridiculousness is the normal state?” - Kurosaki Ichigo
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~Vampira-no-hime Aug 23, 2009, 1:22:24 AM
hahahaha yeah i have finally awaken from my coffin...but it was warm in there
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~PocoPaige Aug 23, 2009, 1:24:14 AM
Heat pump eh? You know, I imagine coffins would be quite warm to sleep in. All closed in and such.

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“Hold on. So in my mind, this jacked-up, sideways ridiculousness is the normal state?” - Kurosaki Ichigo
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